Ah summer... :)

The past few days have truly been a blessing. I have been learning more and more about God's amazing power to bring peace and serenity, once I trust Him completely. It is not easy at times, because lately my mind has been programmed to try to figure everything out and make sure I have some sort of plan. But I've realized, sometimes I don't need one.

I love summer. I finally am able to relax and not have to stress. It's lovely. At first, I was not used to it but now I wish I could live like this more often. I am able to do things that I didn't have time for during the school year, leisurely things. But it's not just that. I can employ my time doing things I think are important, things I really should focus on all the time, not just when I have the opportunity. I think, well I hope, that this new shift of priorities will remain constant.

I worried too much this year, and I have decided that this is just something I need to exclude from my long list of things to do. I know this won't be easy because, naturally, I tend to want to be in control, or have a plan. I don't do well with spur-of-the-moment decisions or surrendering my hold on situations. It will be different, but I know it will be for the best.

There is so much I am excited for this summer! We have finally started our small group/book club and it's going great. Better than great, amazing! I cannot wait to see how it will grow over the summer and through our senior year. And then, the mission trip to Belle Glade! That will be an experience, I'm sure. I'm praying it all goes well and not only will we help change someone else's life, but also that we ourselves will return different people, humbled people.

I know this summer will be awesome, so far it has been! I just have to let go, and let Him lead.